Wednesday, 13 July 2011

"Katie, pray for me." -Of course, why? "Because I really want to hit that boy!"

Well, the past couple days really have been good days. I don't really remember many specifics at this point though. Solely because I'm a bit upset right now.
I'm sure all of you reading this remember when I came back from my first round in the Bahamas, and I kept talking of how I don't want to just be another face here. I don't want to just come, love, and leave. I want to make a lasting impact in these people's lives.
Right now, that's really getting to me. Like before, Antonique and the girls are tearing apart my heart. I hate knowing that when I leave, they probably won't even remember me. None of the children here will. Except maybe "that one counselor from camp when I was 7" or whatever.
I talked to Felicia (missionary at All Saints) and asked if they go to the camp on Saturdays. She said no. I'm still trying to figure out when I can get over there. I'm debating asking Mark for a day off at summer camp to go over there. I canNOT go back to the states without going to the All Saints. I just can't.
It's so hard for me tonight for some reason. I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing right now, so all I ask for is prayers. At the very least for the strength to move forward in life and not dwell on what I can't do.


  1. It sounds like God is working on you....don't give up...just give in. I'm praying for you, and I LOVE YOU!

  2. Ahhhh you are cut from a similar cloth my dear. There is nothing you will be able to do but grieve the loss and pray that somehow someway they will remember you!!